Mosquito Land

I know you must be wondering where I'm going with this one?!  Probably not in the direction you think.  I haven't blogged since the beginning of May, and honestly I just haven't wanted to,  I have been very stagnant in every aspect of my life.   I have let the enemy tear me apart,  lie to me, and the hard part is I let him in, I know better and yet I did exactly what Eve did.   I was outside the other day on my back porch, and I was just looking around,  thinking of past times on the back porch and in the back yard with my kids,  when I got bit by yep you guessed it.... a mosquito. Of course instinctively I started scratching,  and that's when God started talking. You see it had rained recently and there was stagnant water around and so the mosquitos had gathered. God said that I had allowed this mosquito in my life and that mosquito in my life,  and before I knew it I was surrounded by mosquitos.   Your mosquitos may be different than mine, but a bug is still a bug.... being stagnant is still being stagnant.   Lilliana's two favorite songs right now are "Help is on the way " by Toby Mac..... and "Good God Almighty " by crowder and so sometimes in the evenings she will want to watch the videos of those songs and she just dances and praises which reminds me he is a good God and his help is always on the way. I have been open about myself,  and I have repented,  my prayer is that you will do the same.  Remember you are not alone and you are not the only one going through this.  Until next time... JPH